New year.. i guess every one is so optomistic. Making their new years resolution, wishing to find love. i on the other hand dont realy make any promisses for the new year ever. instead i laugh at past years and some times reflect on things that have happend to me in the past and wonder how did i manage not to die of a heart attack. or catch something, or eat my life. another year without my husband-that im not even sure i want back to begin with-, another year struggling to pay the bills on a monthly basis, put food on the table and try not to let my kids look like we are poor. another year of trying to keep a job im not happy with, pretend to be nice to people i really cant stand and try to keep paying the rent. so many other things going on not sure whats worse another year of this or the thought of what a new year might bring.
lets see what happens
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